Lam for me is......

lam is 10-20 days in the hospital every 2-3 months. It is a heartbreaker and a rule maker. It is tons and tons of cysts in my lungs that prevent me from being the person I really want to be. But lam has made me who I am this year and to be matter of fact... I love who it is making me... strong and determined, closer to my father in heaven, to my family and friends. And I hate it for all it has robbed me from...family vacations, birthdays, events, weddings and gatherings. It has taken away my ability to be in control of life and my body... but lets be real, who is really in control of our lives??? We all know it is not us.